GOTTA GET AWAY

when we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped into one, with a ribbon on it

And all of a sudden, when you left
I didn't know how to follow, it's like a shot
That spun me around and now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another, the way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize the ways you hit me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking
I should've never let you into my door

And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
I should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

[Verse 2:]
Damn,
Ain't it crazy when you're love swept?
You'll do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me
I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way that I was using you
But now that I know, it's not meant to be
You gotta go, I gotta win myself off of you

And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

I LOVE MY LIFE~IN MY PERFECT WORLD

"SIGH" REALLY NO COMPLAINTS CEPT' ONE KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETA

LIVING LEARNING AND GETTING PAST. LOVE IS ALL I NEED SOON I'M GOING TO BE ABLE TO RETURN THE FAVOR. I KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE LOVED I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT IS TO LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FLOATING ON MY PERFECT CLOUD IN MY PEFECT WORLD

~MAMA OUT THERE ACTIN UP~WIIIC FEMALES OUT HERE BANGIN HARD

FEELING LIKE KETA WORLD EVERYDAY

I DON HEARD IT ALL~

SO EVERYBODY WORSHIPING THE DEVIL NOW!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. I LOVES MY MUSIC AND EVERYTHING THAT IT INCORPORATES. PEOPLE ARE GOING TO FOLLOW WHAT THEY BELIEVE AND IF THEY BELIEVE THAT STUFF THEY LISTENING TO THAN THEY HAVE A WEAK MIND~SIMPLE AS SAID. THEN THEY SHOULDN'T BE LISTENING TO MUSIC AND IS IT THE MUSIC INDUSTRY FAULT THAT THESE PEOPLE HAS WEAK MINDS. AND I QUOTE MY BOO LIL WAYNE "I AM NOT A ROLE MODEL AND I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO FOLLOW ME, I JUST DO ME." SO IF PEOPLE FOLLOW WHAT THEY HEAR YA'LL WEAK-MINDED SIMPLE SAID.

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT SORRY!!!!!!!

I DONE HAD MY DAILY DOSE OF THE CRAZIEST EVER, THIS GONE LAST ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE~

I NOT CRITIZING WHAT ANYBODY BELIEVES THATS YA'LL DO YOU

YOU KNOW PERFECTION TAKES TIME

            
        I LOOK GOOD DON'T I

BULLSHIT FLAVOR OF THE WEEK~NO BACKIES

HOW YOU GON SAY YOUR GOING TO DO SOMETHING, FOR LIKE EVER THEN CHANGE YOUR MIND AT THE LAST MINUTE CAUSE OF SOME BULLSHIT ASS REASON YOU PULLED OUT YOUR ASS

IT AIN'T TRICKIN' IF YOU GOT IT~THEY LYING

PLEASE LADIES MAKE SURE HE YOURS BEFORE YOU GET TO SPENDING YOUR MONEY ON THEM, CAUSE PLEASE BELIEVE IF HE AIN'T HE SPENDING YOUR MONEY ON THE NEXT BITCH~TRIFLIN ASS NIGGAS WON'T SPEND THEY SHIT~NOW YOU SITTIN THERE LOOKING LIKE DAMN*SWEAR* YOU KEEPING HIM AND HIS BITCH FRESH@

PARTY PARTY PARTY LETS ALL GET WASTED

BREAK TIME FROM THE GOOD OL' MIDTERMS LETS HIT THE CLUB TAYLOR..........WAIT WHERE ARE WE GOING ON A THURSDAY????? HELP

LETS CUT THE CORD~SHALL WE

DAMN I HATE SAD ASS PEOPLE GET OVER IT~THATS WHY I DON'T HAVE NO MAN. HA NO MAN=NO PROBLEM. DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT IS IT GOING TO WORK AND HOW LONG WE GONE BE TOGETHER OR ANY OF THAT REALTIONSHIP BULLSHIT *YAWN* HIGH FIVE TAYLOR WE DON'T HAVE THOSE PROBLEMS. CAN'T SEE MYSELF IN THAT POSITION AGAIN *CRYING GIVE YOU BAGS AND MAKE YA EYES ALL PUFFY~THATS NOT PRETTY AND THINKING ABOUT THESE NIGGAS GIVE YA' STRESS LINES. PEOPLE CLAIM THEY AIN'T HURT WHEN A NIGGA SHIT ON THEY ASS OR SHIT DON'T GO THEY WAY, BITCH YOU HURT~GO FUCK HIS FRIEND OR SOMEONE HE KNOW~NAW HAHAHAHAHA THAT SHIT MIGHT BACK FIRE ON YO ASS IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YA DOING.LEAVE THAT UP TO THE PROS~THE ONES WITH NO CONSCIENCE

CAN'T UNDERSTAND THE ATTRACTION THESE NIGGAS HAVE ON ME~UGH SOMETIMES IT'S REPULSIVE AND I HATE IT, WHAT AM I DOING~MAYBE I JUST NEED TO STOP BEING ME

WE NOT GETTING NO YOUNGER, BUT I'M NOT THINKING ABOUT GETTING MARRIED EITHER~THESE NIGGAS CRAZY~

LET ME CONCENTRATE ON THIS GRADUATION AND FUCK THESE NIGGAS"LITERALLY"

IT'S ME AND KETAS WORLD "LITERALLY"

HMMMMM SHOULD I

WONDERING SHOULD I TAKE HIM BACK OR LEAVE HIS ASS HANGING ON THE STRING HE PUT HIMSELF ON?

CAN WE SAY YAY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GRADUATING NEXT YEAR...I'M TOO THIRSTY ALREADY ANNOUNCING IT~OKAY IMMA STOP
KETA WORLD

ALL DAY

CAN WE SAY HOUSE OF BLUES

AND THEY KILLED IT

ENOUGH SAID

BULLSHIT FLAVOR OF THE WEEK~AIN'T THAT SOME SHIT

TELLING A PERSON YOU WANT TO BE WITH THEM, BUT MESING AROUND WITH OTHER FEMALES~HMMMMM

ONE OF THOSE DAYS

064 BLOCKHEADZ

WIIIC WIIC CITY CRAZY

BDN ALL DAY LOVE IT OR DIE

WE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO KETA WORLD CRAZY IN THIS BITCH

WE LOVE AND MISS YOU

FOREVER KETA BABY

NOT FEELING THIS AT ALL

TOO MUCH WORK WTF HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO. I QUIT, SERIOUSLY I'M DROPPING THESE CLASSES AND CONCENTRATING ON ONE MAJOR. TRYING TO BE SUPER WOMAN AND SHIT MIGHT NOT GRADUATE."SIGH"

KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETA

My motivaton gone, I thought I had it, but it slips away here and now, soon it'll be all gone then what will I be. The person that reached out and grabbed it then dropped it at the finish line. I feel like crying

What am I goin gto school for. Because I'm so close i can smell it but can't eat it. Waking up evey morning to do this. In the end where will I be. Some body baby mama sitting around waiting for him to come home."ugh" Do I want that? Not really, but when life takes that one person that kept you moving what you do? STOP!!!!! She would probaly say "Bitch what's wrong with you" but thats tiugh when you have to think it and she not really here to say it in person.

DAMN MAN! WHAT THE FUCK WE LIVING FOR~KETA~

MAYBE I'LL FEEL BETTER IN THE MORNING~HAVING ONE OF THOSE MOMENTS

I DON'T KNOW

HOLLA IF U NEED ME U ALWAYS GON B MY BOO HOLLA IF U NEED ME U KNO I STILL GOT U AND IF U NEED ME 2 B WAT U NEED BOY IM FREE AN D 4EVA U CAN HOLLA AT ME BOY I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA LET U KNO THAT I REALLY REALLY REALLY CANT LET U GO AN EVEN IF WE... EVA GET IT BACK BOY U'LL C U CAN STILL COMIN HOLLA AT ME

IF YOU DON'T DO IT, SOMEONE WILL DO IT BETTER

Know I stay looking good, cause if you don't know someone can do it better. All this talk about "I do me can't nobody do it better" Sweetheart know someone can and will. Change ya style up for ya man, if you stay plain and lame he gone get tired of that shit and go out and find it else where. People should change they style up at least once a month. Me I'm forever changing.

Do something that will surprise him, but not in a bad way. Cut your hair, wear a little make-up sometimes, actually do something different to your hair, wear some pumps, change your clothes style. Do something. Females just think once you got em they yours, sorry baby you have to keep him Know I keeps mine, then it's so hard to get rid of em when you tired of em....hahahaha
P.S. ladies keep ya skin soft and face smooth~nobody wants to be rubbin on some rough ass, ashy ass skin, or kissin on some bumpy ass blemish destroyed face let alone look at it. If you have to they make conceler for that shit.

PERFECTION IS LIMITED

PARENTS

Watching "The Game" and Melonie had to beg her parents for some money to help on her tuition. The only reason why they wasn't helping her was because she ran of Derwin. Not cool I feel if that is my child I'll help them no matter what even if I don't approve of there girl friend or boyfriend.

That's why I love my parents they help me even though they didn't approve of any of my boyfriends. I think parents are just like that,A-holes for no reason. Like it's programed..LoL

No matter the bill they always seem to fit it,wonder how many tumors they got from looking at em' hahahaha, See how hard they gone scream when they see this bill for my medical school.OH EM GEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!


SCREAMING I GOTTA DO IT FOR MY KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETA, MY BABY, MY MAN AND MY FAMILY

BOUT TIME THESE PEOPLE REALIZE

YOU KNOW BETTA YOU DO BETTA

HAIR

Can't wait till that movie hit theaters on the 23rd. I will be there, I love it. It occurred to me that the people with the most hair don't do they shit. The ones that always stay with they shit whipped and dipped bald-headed like a mutha....Naw but for real it do be something like that. So being me I did some experimenting of my own. That shit true, I ain't do my hair just combed it and put it in a ponytail, relaxed when nessary and put it right back up. My shit grew to my shoulders in less than six months. Now I'm all happy and shit started getting my wig done.....hahahahaha trying to be cute. My friend Ashley cut all her hair off meaning shaved sides and everything,shawty hair was as long as Tyra Banks weave...lol

My next style Taraji Henson cut I love her and my BD say he think I'll look nice in it..kinda skepticl about doing it, just now getting my shit back right.....why black people be doing that?


YOU AIN'T DONE TILL YA HAIR DONE

FUCK THE REST I'TS KETA'S WORLD~BITCHES PART 2

WE SO 064 BLOCKHEAD,KETA WORLD CRAZY~YOU AIN'T NEVER SEEN IT LIKE THIS BEFORE

I'M ON SOME KETA WORLD SHIT

Never loved another the way I loved this "BITCH"

KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETA I LOVE YOU

D.A.B FOREVER BABY

MI FAMILIA

TRUE LOVE

Watching "The Game" and even tho Derwin got some one else pregnant Melonie still took him back.

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

COULDN'T BE ME

OFF TO THE HOUSE OF BLUES

SO ME AND MY BITCHIES GOT TICKETS FOR THE CONCERT, I'M NOT GOING FOR TREY SONGZ~I DON'T FUCK WIT SHORTY LIKE THAT~LOL. IMMA BE THERE FOR MARIO MY BOO. STANDING IN LINE AT 2:30 HAHAHAHAHAHA.

LETS GET IT

I LOVE LEARNING FROM NEW PEOPLE

LEARNING FROM ANOTHER ONLY ADDS TO YOUR OWN KNOWLEDGE. WEATHER FROM A TEACHER, FRIEND OR SOMEONE OFF THE STREET!

DON'T YOU LOVE IT

MY BOTTOM BITCH

BRE I LOVE YOU TOO~ KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETA

WHY YOU SO OBSESSED WITH ME

HAHAHA IN THIS PICTURE~WE LOOK TOO COOL~SHAWTY JUST A BUDDY.MARLOW FUCKIN UP THE PIC AN SHIT :-)

Damn what I do to Shawty, he loving everything I do. Swear I can take a shit on the street and I'm the new Michelangelo...hahahaha

Never meet nobody like him, he so lame to me sometimes, but others he can be that hood nigga I want. Shit I swear my balls bigger than his~LOL

But shawty give me everything I want so I guess my male ego and his bitchy personality mesh well together.

I STILL TELL HIM ALL THE TIME "NIGGA GROW SOME BALLS"

HE AIN'T MY MAN~HE JUST MY DUDE

THE BEST I EVA HAD~NO HOMO

I LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND, I LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND AND I'M MISSING YOU TERRIBLY, BUT LIKE YOU TOLD ME GET IT AND GET IT ALL IF I DON'T KNOW SOMEONE ELSE WILL. I LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND~~~~~LOL :-)

I STILL AIN'T GET NO CAKE

OH MY WHAT A NIGHT,IMMA WAKE UP IN THE MORNING LIKE~~~HAHAHAHAHA

JEALOUSY IS A KILLER, NEVER WOULD I BE JEALOUS OF A FRIEND,BUT I GUESS YOU WERE NEVER MY FRIEND. THE WHOLE THING I AIN'T EVEN HURTIN, SHIT BREEZY..IS THAT BAD?


LOVE THIS SONG~~~~~~EVEN THO THE CONCEPTS ARE DIFFERENT LOL :-)

SO TRUE

I read this book fifty times and never thought to take this to mind.

Law #2: Never put too much trust in Friends, Learn how to use Enemies
Be wary of friends—they will betray you more quickly, for they are easily aroused to envy. They also become spoiled and tyrannical. But hire a former enemy and he will be more loyal than a friend, because he has more to prove. In fact, you have more to fear from friends than from enemies. If you have no enemies, find a way to make them.


SWEAR IT FEEL LIKE GOOD SHIT COME AT THE RIGHT TIME, LET ME GO RE-READ THAT

THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S TRUE FRIENDS OUT THERE I GOT ONE BY THE NAME OF KEEEEEEEEEEEEETA~~~

HAHAHAHA PETTY AS HELL

DELETE MY NAME FROM YOUR MENTAL ROLODEX, YOU WAS NEVER MY FRIEND IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE WHAT I'M TELLING. YOU NEED TO SIT DOWN AND LISTEN AND REALIZE THAT THE IT'S NOT ALL ABOUT YOU. IF I WAS YOUR FRIEND YOU WOULD THINK ON MY SIDE TOO. NEVER WOULD I HAVE SAID THE THINGS YOU SAID TO ME TO YOU, BUT IT'S COOL CAUSE THE SUN GON SHINE AND I'M GON SHINE BRIGHTER........DIG THAT

IT'S PEOPLE YOU NEED IN YOUR LIFE AND OTHERS YOU DON'T, I'M STILL GON PRAY FOR YOU LIKE EVERYDAY.

PRAYER TO MY KETA: LORD, CAN YOU SEND THIS MESSAGE TO MY BEST FRIEND KETA. KETA IF YOU CAN HEAR ME,TALK TO FOLKS AND MAKE HER SEE,BUT I CAN NEVER BE HER FRIEND AGAIN CAUSE SHE BOGUS FOR THE THINGS SHE SAID EVEN THO SHE SEE IT OTHERWISE. LORD JUST TOUCH HER HEART AND SEND ME FORGIVENESS...AMEN

KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETA WORLD