Sunday, May 31, 2009

*FUNERAL*

LOOKING AT THIS WORD AND WONDERING WHY THE FIRST THREE LETTER SPELL FUN. SEEMS VERY CRAZY TO ME BECAUSE IT IS NOT A FUN TIME OR PLACE TO BE* SHITS CRAZY.

CRYING ON THE INSIDE TRYING TO HIDE MY TEARS*IMMA 'G' SO I HAVE TO BE STRONG*JUST KNOW WHEN I GET HOME*I'M TAKING OFF THE LAYERS AND PEELING OFF THE ROBES*IMMA GRAB MY BOTTLE AND JUST MAYBE MY ROLL.TRYING NOT TO REMEMBER HOW IT WAS AND WHAT IT WAS LIKE*HOLDING BACK VISIONS OF JUST SPEAKING TO YOU THE OTHER NIGHT*A STAINED MEMORY OF ONLY A GRAVE SIGHT*

POURING OUT MY BOTTLE TILL THE GROUND SOAKS IT UP*HOPING THAT YOU GOT THAT TASTE OF THAT GOOD OLE' RUM.TWO GUNS UP MY 'K' AND FOUR-FIVE*19 BULLETS UP SHOOTING AT THE SKY*HOLDING MY HEAD BACK ASKING WHY*

BUT IMMA 'G' REMEMBER AND WE DON'T CRY.SO I DO MY SALUTE AND WAVE GOODBYE*

WHEN THE SKY MOVES AND THE STARS DROP~TILL WE MEET AGAIN~

R.IP. MARTY

NAIL SHOP HISTORY

YOU KNOW I HAVE NO LIFE................





<-------ME AND MY BOO FAVORITE COLORS

BFF BIRTHDAY


NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE CAN SAY THEY HAVE A BFF, BUT I DO AND AHE IS A TRUE FRIEND*I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS EQUALLY BUT THERE IS ALWAYS THE PICK OF THE LITER THAT CLICK MORE THAN THE OTHERS BEING THAT THERE IS A LOT OF US.<---JUST TO SAY

ANYWAY WE DID IT UP FOR FOLKS BIG 21ST BIG ONE. FIRST WE WENT SLANGIN' IN BENIHANA'S. THEN WE STUNTED FOR THE HATAS. AND POPPED BOTTLES BIGGER THAN YO' HEAD.

INSIDE MY MIND

"EVERYTHING YOU CAN IMAGINE IS REAL"~

"STYLE IS AN EXPRESSION OF YOUR CONFIDENT FABULOUS SELF;ITS A USEFUL TOOL AND HELPS YOU CREATE YOUR PERSONA"

"ITS NOT WEAKNESS IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SO WITH YOUR LIFE-THAT'S THE STATE MOST OF US ARE IN MOST OF THE TIME.THE WEAKNESS IS IF YOU DON'T WANT ANYTHING AT ALL AND SETTLE FOR JUST THE MINIMUM OF WHAT YOU CAN GET"

"STREET SMARTS IS WHEN YOU'RE ALL ALONE AND YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO GO BY BUT WHAT YOU HAVE.STREET SMART IS MORE RAW,IT EITHER INHERENT TO YOU OR NOT;ITS ABOUT YOUR SURVIVAL NOT YOUR G.P.A."

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"THERE ARE ONLY TWO TYPES OF WOMEN-GODDESSES AND DOORMATS"~PABLO PICASSO

"YOU DID THEN WHAT YOU KNEW HOW TO DO.WHEN YOU KNEW BETTER, YOU DID BETTER"~MAYA ANGELOU

"TELL IT LIKE IT IS WITHOUT WORRYING THAT IT'S PERSONAL"~THE GUYS

"INSPIRE TO ASPIRE"~UNKNOWN

"ALTHOUGH THERE MAY BE TRAGEDY IN YOUR LIFE, THERE'S ALWAYS A POSSIBILITY TO TRIUMPH. IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO YOU ARE, WHERE YOU COME FROM. THE ABILITY TO TRIUMPH BEGINS WITH YOU.ALWAYS"~OPRAH WINFREY

"THE THING WOMEN HAVE YET TO LEARN IS NOBODY GIVES YOU POWER.YOU JUST TAKE IT"~ROSEANNE BARR

"THE QUESTION ISN'T WHO IS GOING TO LET ME; IT'S WHO IS GOING TO STOP ME"~AYN RAND

"CONFORMITY IS THE JAILER OF FREEDOM AND THE ENEMY OF GROWTH"~J.F.K

"DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU THAT YOU HAVE TO BE A CERTAIN WAY.BE UNIQUE.WHAT YOU FEEL"~MELISSA E.

"I WAS NOT RAISED TO BE BEAUTIFUL AND NOT SAY IT. I WAS NOT RAISED TO HAVE GRIEVANCE AND NOT CRY OUT.SOME PEOPLE WOULD PREFER TO SAY 'BE PRETTY AND DON'T TALK TOO MUCH'. BUT YOU GOTTA KEEP TALKING OR PEOPLE FORGET ABOUT YOU AND YOUR AGENDA"~LAURYN HILL

"THERE WAS NO MANUAL HOW TO WRITE MY FIRST ALBUM;THERE WERE NO GUIDELINES TO HOW THAT WAS WRITTEN AND I THINK THAT'S WHAT MADE ME SPECIAL"~NAS

"I HATED EVERY MINUTE OF TRAINING, BUT I SAID 'DON'T QUIT.SUFFER NOW AND LIVE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE AS A CHAMPION"~ALI

Saturday, May 30, 2009

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEST FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!










HAPPY BIRTHDAY BFF*IT'S BEEN 21 YEARS FOR YOUR OL' POPPED ASS*WE BEEN FRIENDS FOREVER AND I LOVE YOU LIKE A SISTER*I'M GLAD I GET TO SHARE ANOTHER YEAR WITH YOU AS A FRIEND AND A SISTER

Friday, May 29, 2009

~069 CRAZY~

~I try my best to make it through the night and live today but I’m upset so I’m steady wipin tears away~

WORDS CAN'T EXPLAIN THE WAY I FEEL. AND MY FACE ONLY MASKS THE PAIN. JUST TALKING ABOUT YOU THE OTHER DAY. NOW I SEE YOU ON CHANNEL 9. NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD SEE THAT DAY THO THE LIFE YOU LIVED WAS RECKLESS. GLAD I DIDN'T SEE YOU THE OTHER DAY FOR THE WORLD WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN ABLE TO STOP THESE TEARS. THE TIME WAS SHORT BUT THE MEMORIES LAST FOREVER*I'LL BE A FOOL TO FORGET YOU*REMEMBER THE TIME WHEN YOU................YEAH YOU KNOW THAT TIME*REMEMBER WHEN YOU* YEAH I KNOW YOU DO............NOW ALL I SEE IS THIS WHITE T*NEVER THOUGHT THIS DAY WOULD BE*DAMN CUZ*WHY YOU GO AND DO THAT.NOW ALL I CAN SAY IS...YOU REMEMBER WHEN




R.I.P MARTY YOU WILL BE FOREVER MISSED

SO TIRED OF MAKING SHIRTS.THE LIFE WE CHOOSE IS THE LIFE WE LIVE...WILL IT EVER END.

MY FIRST LOVE~MISS.BALDWIN HILLS~

THIS DUMB ASS NIGGA I'LL NEVER FORGET. FOLKS DID ME WRONG, BUT IT WAS WHAT IT WAS. I CAN'T DENY MY FEELINGS I LOVED THE LAME. YEAH HE DID ME IN AND I WAS HURT FOR LIKE A MONTH OR TWO.(I HEAL FAST.THE NIGGA IN ME). I TOLD MY SELF NEVER AGAIN. LOVE HOLDS NO PLACE IN MY HEART ANYMORE. WE COOL THO I AINT SEEN HIM YEARS AND OUT THE BLUE I HEAR FROM HIM*SO ME I DIDN'T WANT TO TALK TO HIM*BUT SHIT WE GROWN THAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL DAYS SO IT WAS WHAT IT WAS AND HE DID WHAT HE DID*OF COURSE I HAD TO LET HIM GO. BUT BEING WITH HIM(AFTER INVITING ME TO A BBQ AND HIS GIRL WAS THERE)IT WAS COOL. NO HARD FEELINGS RUSHED IN AND I WASN'T NO BITCH ABOUT IT*ON SOME-WE CAN'T BE FRIENDS IF I CAN'T BE WITH YOU TYPE SHIT*IT WAS LIKE TWO NIGGAS KICKIN' IT.BECAUSE WE WERE FRIENDS BEFORE WE WERE LOVERS. BUT I LIKED IT AND TOTALLY DIDN'T MIND HIS GIRL(CAN'T SAY THE SAME FOR HER).YEAH YOU CAN BE FRIENDS WITH AN EX LOVER EVEN IF THEY DID SMASH,CRUSH TEAR,AND RIP OUT YOUR HEART. IT IS ALL ABOUT FORGIVENESS AND THE OTHER PERSON AS WELL. AND IT IS TRUE DON'T FORGIVE TO QUICK*MY HEART HEALED IN A FEW MONTHS BUT THE SCAR WAS STILL VISIBLE. IT TOOK ALMOST 4 OF THEM THANGS TO NOW TALK TO HIM AND STAND IN HIS PRESENCE AND NOT HATE HIM. TIMES WAS GOOD AND I LIKED IT*FORGIVE BUT NEVER FORGET* HE WILL FOREVER AND ALWAYS BE MY FIRST LOVE. THEY SAY BULLSHIT LIKE KEEP AN OPEN HEART AND LOVE AGAIN*FUCK ALL THAT LOVE AN ALL THAT SHIT*IT IS WHAT IT IS.MAYBE ONE DAY SUPERMAN WILL COME SWEEP ME OFF MY FEET AND THEN IT'LL RAIN MONEY,BUT TILL THEN I GOTTA HAVE A LOCK AND KEY*CAUSE ALWAYS DEEP INSIDE I'LL FOREVER LOVE HIM*I THINK THAT APPLIES FOR MOST OF THE FEMALES WHO MOVE ON BUT STILL THERE IS THAT PATCH WITH HIS NAME ON IT.


My First Love - Avant

EX'S AND FRIENDS

ME AND MY DADDY WAS JUST TALKING. SOME SHIT WENT DOWN SO I HAD TO ASK. I ASK HIM WHY MY MAMA ACT THE WAY SHE DO TOWARD HIM. YEAH THEY WAS MARRIED FOR 13 YEARS, BUT IT'S BEEN OVER FOR MORE THAN A DECADE AND THEY BOTH HAVE DIFFERENT PARTNERS SO WHAT IS IT. IT SEEMED CRAZY TO TELL MY FRIENDS THAT MY DADDY'S EX-WIFE WAS STAYING AT OUR HOUSE WITH US. WHAT PEOPLE CAN'T SEE THAT. PEOPLE MOVE ON BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT OUT ON THE EX. DOES IT? IF THOSE TWO GET ALONG WHY DOESN'T SHE GET ALONG WITH THE OTHER WOMAN.I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT AND I THOUGHT THAT'S WAS WHAT WAS MOST IMPORTANT THE KIDS.WELL EVEN WITHOUT KIDS I'M NOT SAYING BE FRIENDS BUT SHOULDN'T IT BE A UNDERSTANDING SOMEWHERE IN THERE. BE MAD AT THE MAN NOT THE FEMALE.THESE WOMAN SHOULD HANDLE THEMSELVES AS SUCH. THIRSTY OVER THESE MEN. EXAMPLE:SENIOR YEAR IN HIGH SCHOOL MY GUY DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME ANYTHING I HAD TO FIND OUT BY ONE OF MY FRIENDS. SO I WENT AND ASKED HIM. HE TOLD ME THE TRUTH.SO THE GIRL HAD MY LUNCH PERIOD AND I SEEN ,Y FRIEND TALKING TO HER SO I WENT IN AND JOINED THE CONVO.SHE WAS COOL AND I DIDN'T GO UP TO HER ON NO BULLSHIT CAUSE IT WAS WHAT IT WAS. I DIDN'T MENTION HIM OR NOTHING. FOR WHAT! WE KICKED IT AND EVERYTHING AND WHEN IT DID FINALLY COME OUT IT WAS NOTHING.WE'RE GROWN AND HAD NO TIME FOR PETTY SHIT. ANOTHER EXAMPLE MY GUY AND HIS B.M. I NOT SAYING WE FRIENDS BUT WE COOL ON A LEVEL THAT WE CAN STAND IN EACH OTHERS PRESENCE AND NOT MUGGING EACH OTHER AND DUMB SHIT LIKE THAT. CAUSE ALL IN ALL FEMALES NEVER LOOSE THEY'RE FEELINGS FOR A PERSON THEY LOVE IT JUST FADES, BUT IT'S ALWAYS A STAIN SOMEWHERE THAT CAN'T BE ERASED.I'M NOT SAYING BE FRIENDS WITH THE BITCH.BUT DAMN HOES BE SO STRUNG UP ON THE FEMALE WHEN IT WAS THE NIGGA. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT HE WAS TELLING THE OTHER WOMAN. AND IF SHE A REAL FE AND YA'LL CONFRONT EACH OTHER SHE SHOULD BE ABLE TO TELL THE TRUTH.(WELL I WOULD).IT'S MATURE TIMES NOW.ALL THAT FIRST GRADE ARGUING LEAVE IT AS THAT.ME I NEVER HAD A PROBLEM WITH ANY OF MY GUYS EX'S.TILL I RAN INTO THIS OLD BITCH*I HAD TO BE LIKE 18 WHICH MADE HER BOUT 22,23.DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE HER BUSINESS AT ALL*NOT A REAL BITCH*PRIME EXAMPLE WHY HE NOT WITH HER.IF SHE WOULD HAVE JUST ACTED HER AGE SAID FUCK THAT SHIT SHE A LITTLE GIRL*STOOD BY AND HELD HIM DOWN*SHE WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN SINGING 808'S AND HEARTBREAKS.I KNOW HOW TO DO IT AND I DO IT WELL THAT'S WHY I GOT EM*NOT JUST THE ONE I HAVE BUT THE ONES I HAD*BUT SOONER OR LATER YOU HAVE TO LET EM GO,BUT GUARANTEED I CAN CALL ANY TO THIS DAY AND HAVE EM AGAIN.I WOULD HAVE LET THEM GO IF FE'S JUST KNEW HOW TO HANDLE THEY BUSINESS*I HAVE NO PROBLEMS*BUT I LOVE RUBBING IT IN*BEING THAT I AM A NIGGA TRAPPED IN A FEMALE BODY<---MY BOO TELL ME ALL THE TIME.I GOT THE BEST OF BOTH WORDS. I'LL EVEN TELL YOU HOW TO GET HIM BACK.CAUSE HATE DOES NOT RUN IN MY BLOOD.IF I WAS THE BITCH ON THE OTHER END I WOULD LISTEN MIGHT MAKE THE RELATIONSHIP BETTER. BUT WHATEVER. IN CLOSING,WHY CAN'T WE BE FRIENDS......LMFAO HAHAHAHAHAHA

HE TELL ME

I'M THE BEST HE EVER HAD*AND THERE WILL ONLY BE ONE*NO BITCH BEFORE NOR ANY BITCH AFTER*KNOW THAT


Best I Ever Had - Drake

BELLY


MY ALL TIME FAV MOVIE*NOT TO FORGET MY GOODFELLAS*SCARFACE*BLOW*ETC.
THIS WHERE I GET MY SINCERE DA'JON ELLIS<-----MY SON SOON TO BE

Thursday, May 28, 2009

JUST THROW IT IN THE BAG

MY BOO JUST CALLED ME AND TOLD ME ABOUT THIS SONG.....SAY IT'S PERFECT FOR ME AND MY BITCHES HAHAHAHAHA...I THINK I'M IN LOVE(JUST THROW IT IN THE BAG!?


Throw It In The Bag feat. The-Dream - Fabolous

JUKE

THEY LIKE THE WAY I JUKE*HE LIKE MY SLOW JUKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Slow Jukin (Album Version) - Young Steff

LONG TALK&UNTOLD BREAK UPS

ME AND MY GUY WAS JUST HAVING A NICE LONG TALK; A TALK THAT WAS POSTPONED FOR ALMOST 4 OF THEM THANGS. HE TALKED ABOUT PLANNING HIS FUTURE WITH ME AND SHIT LIKE THAT. BUT I TOLD HIM YOU NEVER KNOW IF I'M THE ONE BECAUSE THINGS CHANGE. YOU WERE IN A RELATIONSHIP FOR SOME EVEN YEARS<----A MINUTE NOW LOOK WHERE IT ENDED. HE SAY HE CAN SEE HIMSELF WITH ME FOREVER AND A DAY. SO I SAY THINGS DON'T ALWAYS GO AS PLANNED. SO MAYBE HIS OLD BITCH THOUGHT THE SAME NOW LOOK. SO I ASKED HIM WHAT IT WAS. HE FINALLY TOLD ME THE TRUTH. "HIS SITUATION WAS TOO PERFECT".(WELL DAMN I WANT PERFECT) HE TOLD ME THAT* BEING THAT IT WAS*HE WOULD NEVER KNOW HOW THAT PERSON WOULD REACT IN A FUCKED UP ASS SITUATION.SO HE SAY HE PUT THAT PERSON IN ONE>UNFORTUNATELY THEY DIDN'T PASS THE TEST*<---NOT FUNNY*A BROKEN HEART IS NOT FUNNY. HE SAY HE WAS LOOKING FOR MORE.(I.E SOMEONE HOOD) SO I SAY YOU KNEW SHE WAS A LAME THAT SHE WASN'T NO HOOD BITCH WHEN YOU GOT WITH HER. I SAY I KNOW YOU LOVE HER SO WHY YOU AINT LIKE INTRODUCE HER. PEOPLE ARE THEY OWN PEOPLE BUT SHE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THE TYPE OF PERSON YOU WERE. SO HE SAY HE NEEDED THAT WHAT HE WAS MISSING*HE SAY I HAVE IT*BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS I HAVE*I'M JUST ME*HE SAY NOTHING IS PERFECT AND YEAH WE HAD OUR UPS AND DOWNS EVEN OUR ROCK BOTTOMS*(I THOUGHT PROBLEM FREE IS THE BEST WAY)I WAS JUST DOWN TO RIDE*NO MATTER I SAY YOU WAS MY GUY SO WHATEVER WAS*THAT WAS JUST THAT*BUT EVEN THO LIKE I TOLD HIM*THAT IS ME*DON'T COMPARE*I TELL HIM DON'T TELL ME I'M BETTER~LIKE MY HUSBAND SAID(WAYNE)~NO ONES BETTER THAN THE NEXT PERSON*I'M THE BEST IN MY OWN WAY-JUST WHAT YOU THINK FITS YOU^THE BETTER OPTION^I WAS WHAT YOU WANTED AT THE TIME DOESN'T MEAN I'M GOING TO BE WHAT YOU NEED IN THE END.
SO I TOLD HIM~YOU LIKE ME CAUSE I'M JUST LIKE YOU*YOU LIKE MY STYLE,MY ATTITUDE,MY SWAGG. YOU LIKE I GAMBLE WITH THE REST OF YA'LL*YOU LIKE I CAN GET MONEY LIKE YOU*YOU LIKE MY SMARTS AND HOW I HANDLE SITUATIONS*YOU LIKE MY+LOVE+ FOR IT*YOU LIKE IMMA RIDE FOR MINE*YOU LIKE I'M WILD INSANE CRAZY


Ride - Ace Hood


YOU LIKE I CAN PUT ON A DRESS AND HEELS AND STILL KEEP IT HOOD.YOU LIKE WHEN I'M SITTING IN THAT SHOP CHAIR AND YOU RIDE DOWN AND PICK ME UP*YOU LIKE LEAVING ME WAITING WHILE NIGGAS TRYIN TO HOLLA AND YOU RIDE UP AND I GET IN.YOU LIKE THE WAY I GET MY NAILS DONE*THE WAY I WALK AND YOU LOVE THE WAY I TALK*YOU LIKE SPOILING ME*YOU LIKE WHEN I GET MAD WHEN YOU DON'T GET ME WHAT I WANT*


I Think I Love Her - Gucci Mane

YOU LOVE THAT I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS*I HAVE BITCHES AND YOU LOVE THEM

HAHAHAHAHA MAYBE THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT*MY HOOD FIGGA~BUT IS IT WHAT YOU NEED

W.H.O~JARO CITY~KILLA WARD~WIIIC~POCKET TOWN~MO TOWN^ CRAZY

THE BETTER OPTION*I THINK YES

I WAS ALWAYS TOLD I WAS GREAT. EVER SINCE I CAME OUT THE WOMB AND WITH A NAME LIKE MINE WOULDN'T YOU BELIEVE IT TOO. MY DENTIST ALWAYS TOLD ME I HAVE PERFECT TEETH. MY DOCTOR ALWAYS TOLD ME I WAS IN PERFECT HEALTH. MY DERMATOLOGIST ALWAYS TOLD ME I HAVE PERFECT SKIN. PEOPLE ACTUALLY THINK I WEAR MAKE-UP. EVERY BOYFRIEND TOLD ME I WAS PERFECT FIT. MY HEIGHT, MY WEIGHT AND MY BEAUTY(MAYBE NOT PERSONALITY). SAYING NO BODY IS BETTER THAN ANYONE.I'M JUST THE BETTER CHOICE. AND ALL MY QUALITIES ARE GREAT. I MUST ADMIT I DO HAVE A FUCKED UP ASS PERSONALITY.BUT I HAVE A VERY KIND HEART AND WILL DO ANYTHING IN MY POWER FOR THE PEOPLE I LOVE.PEOPLE ARE DIFFERENT BUT THAT DOES NOT MAKE THEM THE BETTER PERSON~~~~JUST THE BETTER OPTION*

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

SISTERS



17.I LOVE MY POPPED ASS SISTER EVEN THO SHE GETS ON NY NERVES EVERYDAY,USES UP ALL MY SHIT AND DOESN'T PUT THE SHIT BACK. TAKES ALL MY MONEY(THE HOE NEED A JOB) BUT THATS MY SISTER AND I LOVE HER P.S. SHE NEVA POPPED!?




25.THIS BITCH TAUGHT ME A LOT(NEVER TO HAVE KIDS)NAW BUT EVEN THO SHE'S MANY MILES AWAY SHE TEACHES ME SOMETHING NEW EVERY DAY. AND I LOVE HER FOR THAT.


8.THE YOUNGEST ONE OMG IS ALL I CAN SAY BUT I LOVE MY PUDDIN TO DEATH*IMMA START CHARGING HER FOR THE HAIRSTYLES* HAHAHAHA


we are sisters - cheetah girls


W.H.O WE ALL WE GOT