I GOT THIS FEELING AND I JUST CAN'T TURN IT LOSE

I DON'T LIKE FEELING LIKE THIS AT ALL IT BRINGS UP ALL THAT LONELY SHIT AND THEN YOU SITTING HERE LOOKING LIKE DAMN FOR REAL. A FEELING THAT IS HARD TO GET RID OF BUT SO QUICK TO GAIN. DAMN IT'S JUST ONE THING AFTER ANTOHER WITH MY DUMB ASS. I SHOULD HAVE NEVER DONE IT.....UMMMM LET ME CUDDLE UP WITH MY MOVIES AND SEE HOW MUCH IMMA GET "PAID IN FULL" SITTING ON TOP OF THIS "BLUE HILL AVENUE" ALL ALONG LIMPING AROUND LIKE "SCARFACE" SAY FUCK THE WORLD CAUSE I'M "A LONG WAY FROM HOME" TRYING TO GET BACK TO REAL LIFE DODGING THIS "BOOMERANG" TRYING NOT TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES TWICE, BUT IT SEEM LIKE I JUST CAN "DODGE BALL" DAMN LIFE A TRIP AND I'M "TRIPPIN"