IT'S SO HARD FOR ME TO ACCEPT THAT MY BEST FRIEND IS DEAD. I CATCH MYSELF WAKING UP IN THE MORNING WANTING TO CALL HER JUST TO SEE IF I CAN WAKE FROM MY DREAM. UGH THIS FEELS LIKE AN NEVER ENDING NIGHTMARE. I MISS HER SO MUCH I CATCH MYSELF CRYING FOR NO REASON. THEY SAY THAT SUNSHINE COMES IN THE MORNING, BUT ALL I'M GETTING IS DARK NIGHTS. I WANT TO GET OVER THIS SO BAD, BUT I CAN'T..KETA PLEASE HELP ME GET PAST THIS I KNOW YOUR IN A BETTER PLACE,BUT I FELT YOUR PLACE WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IF YOU WERE STILL NEXT TO ME.
THE DAY STOOD STILL AND THE NIGHT LEFT NO MERCY. IT FELT AS IF THE SKY MOCKED US AS WE STOOD THERE IN TEARS. THE WIND BLEW COLD,BUT THE STARS SHINED BRIGHTLY. MAYBE TO REFLECT YOUR SMILE MAYBE TO AMPLIFY YOUR LIFE.A PIECE OF EVERYONE DIED THAT NIGHT. NOW WE ALL WALK AROUND WITH AN EMPTINESS THAT NO ONE CAN FILL WONDERING IF THAT SPOT WILL EVER HEAL. YOU NEVER KNOW HOW BAD YOU NEED SOMEONE TILL THERE GONE.....WE ALL LOVED YOU, YOU BROUGHT US TOGETHER,EACH HAVING OUR OWN PAIN. SOME DAYS I FEEL IT OVERCOMES ME AND THEIRS NOTHING I WOULD LONG TO DO BUT BE WITH YOU. IMMA SURVIVOR JUST LIKE YOU, SO I'M GOING TO KEEP GOING AND MAKE YOU PROUD JUST LIKE YOU TOLD ME TO.~MISSING YOU FOREVER
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